Let me not defend my heart (it's deceitful) nor my motives...for do not my motives spring from the deceitful intents of my heart? Let me not defend my speech, for with it I have blessed God but also cursed men. Let me not defend my actions, for they have been swift to wage war. The … Continue reading I Am His Loved One
Category: human condition
That Which I Hate, I Do
Obedience and surrender to God.... I want this. It is to Him and His Law that I wish to surrender. He is my innermost desire. I'm drawn to Him irresistibly. I wish, with all my heart, to obey Him, love Him, trust Him and and surrender to Him. I "joyfully concur with the law of … Continue reading That Which I Hate, I Do
Web of Relationships
If you are reading this, I have decided to publish it. Right now, I cannot. But I must pen these thoughts while they hurt, and while they hurt so badly that self-dignity will not allow for the amelioration of them. God give me courage to not run from the truth of these feelings. The treachery of my … Continue reading Web of Relationships
At Rest In Him 